Sentimentalmode

Thought I have already gotten over you
And all the pain that I’ve been through
But when I went to bed last night
I could hardly close my teary eyes.

Said never will I be wasting time again
Reminiscing happy and sad moments
But lately each time I am alone
Can’t help but resort to recollection

And why do I feel that something’s wrong
Each time I hear our favorite song?
And why at times I catch myself hoping
That one day you’ll be mine again?

I have long pretended to be unaffected
Of these, and those, and all the stuff I learned to detest.
But try as I might; can’t seem to hide;
What goes around still cuts my pride.

Thoughts of you cost me inch-life each time,
Leaving me sad, frustrated, unsatisfied.
Can’t I just move on and live my life,
As though nothing on us transpired?